Thursday, January 24, 2008
22:35
haix..i think i screwed up my FOF presentation ba..presented it yesterday..sorri team..its my fault. i dunno y but i jux cant present well in sch..maybe also cox i dislike presenting while demostrating wid body ba. its so distracting to me!!okie.jux say tat i hate tis course. its not my type of interest.i also dun y they have chosen me to enter and say tat many wanted to join tis course.i was thinking, 'y me?!' 2molo is gonna hab SM camp and i seriously super reluctant to go!! God,dun send me there!! haha.btw,i've already decided not to go. jux go see doc and take an mc..i hate de me now. always have to hide here and there..force myself to do de things i dun like and have to bear wif their vulgarities n scolding fer no reason.God,get me outta tis place soon! i jux wanna persue my dream n do smth meaningful wid my talent tat u hab given me.i hab a feeling tat im growing tired of all these soon and next? numbness?? wow..how fantastic..i hate ur.Labels: its starting to grow within me.
Friday, January 18, 2008
10:06
today's care bears' birthday. HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!haha..now is morning n im not in sch.y? cox im sick. haha. lame. anyway, went to a new place to cut my hair yesterday n i super love my hair! wanna see?? come find me and u'll see it. ^.^ highlighted it too. ur may find my hair is kinda short but i realise short hair really suits me much better.haha. mm..feeling so sleepy now..later goin fer my magic workshop. chaos~Labels: SO LOVE MY HAIR
Thursday, January 10, 2008
13:08
IM BACK!! haha..indeed de whole of dec i was super busy and onli till now i hab de time to blog. i really enjoyed my dec period..mission trip was awesome..youth/tertiary camp,ignite was breathtaking..x'mas celebration at new building n new yr countdount. finally can see fireworks without any effort. busiest dec in my whole lifetime! every memory was precious. who says christians r boring?? we've so many things to do.in de mist,more friends r made,more friendships being strengthen. x'mas is special to us..a joyful season. hmm..de new yr has began,more challenges to overcome,more faith n prayer.i've been serving children church on x'mas and tats more special to me.i dunno if possible but if there's a open way,i'll definitely go fer de mission in march. ^_^ i miss de kids there.thoughts came running through in my mind ever since yesterday..y do ppl nowadays react so extreme towards friendship? even if my schoolmates sees tis post,im not afraid to say. cox i feel. along de way in life, we slowly master de skill of fishing. in order to catch a bait, u mux noe when to loosen de line n when to tighten de line. if dun follow, de bait will either go or de line will snap. u'll not gain any. haha..jux wanting to write in any case ppl read n they may find encouragement. many a times i find ur extremely childish. but sometimes,my heart cries out fer ur..i see de brokeness inside each heart yet..im trying to overcome my hatred. guys, when can ur stop being narrow minded and stop hurting ppl ard? im doing tis becox God loves all of u.