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finally,finally,finally.. one heavy burden was being lifted off my shoulders yesterday..yes..it's over..real over..ISS project which i've been so pissed off and tired of is being publicly delared done! 1st time sitting in a room fer a lesson fer almost 4 hrs! some fell asleep while some still hab de energy to listen to de presentations by 7 other groups(more has yet to come). time fer a celebration tis coming weekend..haha..but another one has yet to come. EXAMS. it's getting nearer and nearer by the day..but wid de project cleared,i can jux focus on my exams..ppl out there! if ur hab seen tis post and saw my needs,pray fer mi! wun ya?? it's kinda short fer today but i'll be free fer a month after tat and will be habing a crazy time! till den ur ppl can chio me out le..haha.teacher's day celebration later..dun think many of my classmates will be back..oh well..jux go there to collect my precious master piece..den later on to hab lunch and catch up with some of them. Xp off to bed now. ^.^
didnt hab de time to blog until today. still busy wid project and exams though..well, all i can rmb now is i had a great evening last sunday.joking ard de dinner table and creating alot of unwanted noise. haha..hope to enjoy more of these in de future.went fer army half marathon tat day.reached sch gate at 2.45am.early huh?? held at east coast and my course was involved in helping out wid some kinda experiment from DSO..kinda fun lah..watching de runners..my job is to collect de bottles our selected runners drank and bla,bla,bla..oh,did anyone noe abt de accident? there was one guy who collapsed n died after finishing de race..i think he should be one of de 3 runners fighting fer 1st or de few after tat..i didnt noe abt tat until someone came n told mi de next day in sch.of cox i was shocked.
ok.my main gossip today is abt my ankle.wat's so nice abt it? yea..its nice when it jux swells up in de morning and looks like a pig's leg at nite.serious.i did not sprain my ankle,nono. it itch..my thigh was also part of de victim..culprit? de mozzie i guess..should be a poisonous one ba..1st time encounter..got a pic here.. 
notice it??my right ankle. it's worst at nite..
where got mosquito bite until like tat de..insanity..i think de mozzie likes me very much.well..jux now i glance through de news on tv and got to noe abt de forest fire in greece..and there is a particular news abt it tat captures my heart. a mother n her 4 children r found dead and burn. their bodies were still in de position of hugging each other tight..it jux makes my heart breaks..mother's love..none can compare.. mux thank God tat im born in s'pore.
watched evans almighty on windows jux now..funni and nice movie. my bro manage to get it from someone..haha..it's not even screen in cinemas yet..opps.pirated vcd >.< God issued a commandment XI "Thou shall do the dance." dun get it? go watch it and u'll get it. haha. exams r coming in 12 days time..super fast lo..haben even started revising for it..DIE..wed(izit today?) got ISS test..also DIE..i'll hab to squeeze all de info into my half dead brain in de morning lo..haix..stress ar..so many things fer me to do..even someone say tat she seldom sees me online le..waa..during de one mth holiday mux meet up wid my friends and catch up wif them le..miss them so much..should organise a bbq again?? staying up overnight at ppl's house and do all de silly things like de old days?? it sure was fun den..gotta stop here le..my brain is warning me tat it's closing de business le..chaos~
my struggles no one see.
my cry no one hears.
my pain no one feels.
my effort no one knows.
my secret discovered.i've lost my track..life seems to grow boring..i began to feel scare and run away.i've lost my confidence to carry on.my skin isnt thick enough.i cried hard in a corner struggling to control. i noe i cant cont to stay as it is..i need to move forward. tis is growing more n more sickening by de day..i wanna scream! i wanna shout! ENOUGH. i had it. dun make mi ROAR while i still can manage to control.
i suddenly hab de tendency to share tis story here now..noe so of ur hab heard or read abt it.tats good. :)) but let mi share to those who dont. ;)FOOTPRINTSOne night a man had a dream.He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonged to him,and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happens at the lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him amd he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times of my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me. "The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trials and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
touching?? hope so..hmm..tis passage has always been my source of strength when im weak..wats urs when u're weak? there has never been a person who'd pay such a heavy price fer mi and loved mi so much. only Him can save mi..He's de one and only way to eternity..
guess i didnt blog fer a long time eh? kinda lazy nowadays..might ended up MIA fer few mths or a yr again.haha.more ups and downs de whole of one week..wats wrong man?? hmm..kinda restricting myself all along?self-centered?timid?many thoughts running through my mind..but anyway,he's gonna be back TML!! oh man.cant wait to see him again.haha.see de tag box.care bear tagged mi! okie.i was pretty shock to see tat..especially at ard 2 plus in de middle of the nite.
oh..hab been down on my luck tis week ba..lost my precious watch T.T and my phone had gone quite bonkers..went to repair it jux now and when it was in de lady's hand..it started working again. !%#&^$!#@* waste my trip..on my way to repair center..smth seems to happen at tamp mrt..de service got disturbed and saw police,ambulance there..wonder wat had happened.but ppl r jux so curious.haha..they keep squeezing in to take a look..siao.next day see newspaper can le mah..-.- haix..typical singaporeans.. turning back de time..i lost my watch on thursday?? mom lectured mi like mad and i got another one after tat.haha.kinda funni to buy back almost de same watch..ask mi and i'll tell..lol. i jux glanced through my tv programme and can anyone believe there is white koala? super beautiful!!
today reached sch at 4am..nincompoop..haha..it was my first time gg to sch tat early..didnt sleep at nite and serene was over at my house..got de marathon thingy and i wanna change my shirt..its too big..T.T reached home at abt 9 plus a.m and slept till afternoon to go back sch to take my test.. it was okie lah..should be able to pass but how good izit depends on God lo..hao le..really,really looking forward to tml..and thursday..it'll be so much fun! ^.^ gtg now.
wondering y im still at home?haha..nvm..wanna wish someone a happy b'dae. HAPPY 21st B'DAE POLAR BEAR! wesley lah..he looks chirpy yesterday..noe its kinda belated but its de heart tat counts rite? watever..next week is den de offical celebration..hmm.hab nothing much to blog abt fer now..except tat my dear leader is coming back in a week's time.finally..not tat long n not tat short..hao ba.end here..gg to watch my k drama le. >.<
